Purpose...

I'm sitting here late at night, in a somewhat reflective mood, I'm not happy nor unhappy. I simply 'am'. Tired but calm.
Writing in these blogs is difficult at times. How much personal information does one give, does one ramble on too much? Should I focus simply on the art making or allow other aspects of my self and my processes to be visible?

Breaking free of old habits can be difficult at times, such as my feeling how very self indulgent it is to write constantly about my self and my creative endeavours. Self indulgence implies selfishness. And yet I acknowledge in a most logical manner how this is not so and note that this is part of the 'Authentic journey' I am on.

Identifying and clarifying the processes - emotionally, mentally & physically - that are both involved and contained in this 'Journey'.
By documenting these in both a subjective and objective manner,  I am hoping to not only achieve my goal/s but also to 'fine tune' my focus.

Very logical indeed and yes most appropriate.

However as an emotional and complex (okay and difficult!!) individual, it sounds just a tad too logical for my liking!!

You see, how can I 'win' with two opposing sides to my nature!!!
Aarrgghh!!