Just the way it is....

I mentioned in the previous post that:  " ...I felt like time was running out..."; and in many ways it is for me....I have only a certain time left  to explore and learn everything I need too before major changes (health, job and accommodation issues) take place.

I'm 52 years old this year and big changes no matter how much we recognise and acknowledge the necessity for them; can be a little scary.... particularly when one is older; and if we don't have the 'wherewith-all' to confidently move towards the future...(this includes support of any kind such as finances and skills etc.)....this can add to one's stress just a tad!!

When I spoke about the need for flexible structure and baby steps in regards to de-cluttering and cleaning up my hard drive; ....... really it also referred to my need to de-clutter and clean out my brain!!!!

courtesy of Jos Van Galen

For me when life (aka my self) feels like it's spinning out of control at a faster rate than I would like; that's when I need to rein my self in, apply some self-discipline, (which means stop researching and reading every article on the web !!!!!) and put some structure in place......

I just keep reminding my self about taking baby steps at this time and believing with trust and faith........... nurturing and nourishing my self still doesn't come easily.

This is what this 'Journey' ...towards the Art of Authenticity is all about though. Working with self !!

And so it is!